*As a side note I have to say I am new to this site and the online bdsm community. For now I am seeking a mutually beneficial relationship with one or two paypig's/atm's |
*Due to having a busy life this profile is under construction and I will continue to add to it
until it is complete*
I have been a practicing domme my whole life. This caused a lot of discontent,discourse and resentments in my friendships and relationships. It wasn't until 3 years ago when I was bored and lonely that I randomly hit up a man on craigslist. For some reason the relationship was amazing. Shortly after meeting him, he rented me a 3 br condo. We were very close because for the first time in my life I felt like I could be myself. I was demanding and selfish majority of the time but he loved it and it was balanced by my occasional nurturing and attentivness to him.
At first it was surreal and I would ask him why do you what you do for me? (I had never had a man be as selfless as he was, I really thought he could be a possible serial killer at first, just fattening me up for the kill. We also had an phenomenal love life where I would role play as the sub,amongst other things, it was extraordinary for both of us. He would tell me it's because he was extremely attracted to me and that I was remarkable and fun as well as the most intelligent woman he has ever been with (this all meant so much to me because he was a handsome,brilliant, successful and wonderfully submissive man. He would also tell me the only thing he wants from me is for me to be happy. A few months after I moved him in the condo and we still had this relationship dynamic I couldnt put my finger on but neither of us cared about labeling our relationship. He was cool with anything (including things like my ex-bf coming over and spending night)is was great. Shortly after buying me a beautiful car he died in a tragic accident. (R.I.P. PF 2015) He always encouraged me to put a profile up so I can do what I was made for, so here goes it.