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Growing.....a true journey

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Posted:Feb 7, 2014 10:23 am
Last Updated:Mar 3, 2019 3:29 pm

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Full moon hair cut
Posted:Apr 21, 2019 11:43 am
Last Updated:Apr 21, 2019 11:44 am
I got a haircut on the full moon. When in phoenix I mentioned getting the old black dye taken off. It's been growing out for well over a year. But when I said sure I didnt realize how short it would be. I've been missing my hair. So this am while cleaning my mom said did you cut your hair? I said yes.... I'm thinking I lost so much length she noticed my hair cut even with my hat on but I've had this tattoo for at least a month and has went unnoticed. So my hair is soooooo short. Cant wait for it to grow! This is the shortest my hair has been in years.... yikes!
Magick is flowing strong
Posted:Apr 17, 2019 11:52 am
Last Updated:Apr 18, 2019 2:26 am
Wow! Does anyone feel the energy brewing around this full moon? In 2 days the full moon will be arriving. And magick is all around. The energies are flowing so powerfully right now. Does anyone else feel it? Chills. Just flowing. Just a couple days ago as upheaval came we had rain, hail and snow in the same day. Monday was cold and odd and stormy in many ways for me. I've been taking down time to ground and look inward at myself and parts being newly shown. So grateful for this turmoil. It's really opened some karmic portal. I feel it flowing through me.
And now just 2 days before the full moon I am having a second moon cycle. I just cycled 2 days before the new moon. Now I get the abundance of a second moon cycle 2 days before the full moon. It is said that when a woman bleeds on the full moon that she is birthing something big. So what am I getting ready or dare I say already started birthing? I've been feeling something big coming.
This feel like massive karmic shifts during this time. Who feels this? Who is going to rise with me? Whos ready to expand into more of who they are? It feels like it's time. Who else is feeling this?
Hot damn it feels exciting! Let the fires burn away all that is no longer needed and may the wind blow in all that is required during the next parts of our journeys. May we all dare to seek that which heals us and then the courage to live the life calling us. Sending love to all those in need of it today.
Photo by Rachael for which I a so deeply grateful to have. I mostly travel alone. Many times people dont offer and I rarely speak up to ask. So it's rare for me to have something other than selfies and I'm so excited and grateful to have them!
How I feel about triggers
Posted:Apr 8, 2019 6:45 am
Last Updated:Apr 8, 2019 1:40 pm
How does one post about their experience, their triggers when other people get all worked up over your posting about it? As if my triggers truly have anything to do with them.... in reality it's my shit triggering me. Just as their being triggered about me posting truly has nothing to do with my posting. You see I recently wrote a short post about being triggered. I didnt really say who or what exactly pretty nondescript but as many of you know I refuse to just post my break throughs. I refuse to just post about the exhilarating stuff. I know we all have triggers and times we struggle and I like to show that authentically.

At one time i didnt post the struggles because i didnt like my posts to appear negative. But alas our struggles arent a negative. They help create who we are. We all have struggles and if sharing mine helps someone see something that helps them.... then I am grateful to be able to share about them. The struggles hold a lot of gold if your willing to take a look at the situation and a deeper look at yourself. It's not easy at all to dig deep with in and see your own shit but if we dont we cant ever move forward to a better place. If we dont face our triggers and chose to work on them then what the fuck are we doing?

The people we meet and interact with that trigger us are gifts in a way. They get to call to our attention what is limiting us and holding us back from reaching our highest good. When we meet triggering people they are simply an opportunity. An opportunity to look at our own shit. An opportunity to work on our shit that is holding us back from who we want to be and what we want.

In the past when I've been majorly triggered by someone I didnt see it this way and would eliminate them from my life. But in the last year I have realized that when I remove these people and move on.... it changes nothing. I still possess the same triggers that are holding me back and the universe has already lined up the next person for these same triggers. Only this time it's worse. More intense. Harder to deal with. More abrasive. And much more clear. The universe is here to assist you. If you will only allow it to.

How do you deal with people who trigger you? Do you decide to look at what's triggering you? Or do you get angry at the person and try to make the triggering stop? Do you blame the person for their part in your trigger or do you decide to look inward?

I've been looking inward for awhile now when I'm triggered. But not all do. It's hard to own your shit..... especially when your unwilling to even look at it. I see this all the time. I just refuse to pass on that my triggers are someone else's shit. Their behavior or words though triggering are revealing more about me then them. And how I chose to deal with them is truly 0% my buisness. After all my being triggered is about me after all.

PSA..... this post is 0% about me. It's not about anyone else. I'm writing about my shit and how I feel about my shit. My feelings.
Honor what calls to you
Posted:Apr 8, 2019 6:42 am
Last Updated:Apr 8, 2019 6:43 am
I ignored my call to silence and opted for connection. Which is interesting. I didnt honor what was calling me.... it's an odd place to be in as I feel I mostly honor myself and what's calling. But I wanted to have a way to connect through this experience and I could not figure out how to if I followed what I was called to do.... so I chose to do something different it honored my desire to connect but it didnt honor my calling. What I needed. So interesting. Honoring what is.... processing so much.
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Growing wings
Posted:Apr 8, 2019 6:38 am
Last Updated:Apr 8, 2019 6:39 am
When you "grow" your own wings I believe it's time to fly!! So much gratitude to Duke OfPudding for making this happen. To have my wings become part of me...... leaves me mostly speechless thank you so much!
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None of my buisness
Posted:Apr 6, 2019 7:16 pm
Last Updated:Apr 6, 2019 7:18 pm

Just as other peoples opinions of me are none of my buisness.....
The energy they feel about me or towards me based on those opinions is also none of my business.......
Based on my messages not on a person🙄
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Posted:Apr 6, 2019 6:32 pm
Last Updated:Apr 8, 2019 6:34 am
Posted:Apr 6, 2019 7:02 am
Last Updated:Apr 8, 2019 6:33 am
So nice to wake up to relax in the hot springs and listen to nature this early in the am. Good morning world. It's interesting to be in a place where one should feel like they can be all of who they are to hear something said that triggers me to feel self concious of who I am and the relationship with the elements that be..... and how I do what I do. Not sure how I feel about that. Search for a place to just be only to feel judged and self concious..... it makes me feel a little sad. Not sure why as I could careless about being judged. But for me I thought I was going and showing up where I didnt have to worry about that. I spent the evening just asking myself to open and open more so when something was said and there was a trigger I didnt expect it nor was I prepared for it. It's so interesting really. I've even slept on it and still feel the same. I dont know where this journey will take me.... but it is interesting to say the least.
Share your thoughts
Posted:Apr 4, 2019 8:25 am
Last Updated:Apr 5, 2019 5:41 am
Thoughts.... can one truly surrender to another if they cant surrender to themselves?
Any insights? Anyone? Just some thoughts processing after recent experiences..... share your thoughts!

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