To do list
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Posted:May 22, 2019 8:33 am
Last Updated:Jan 24, 2021 11:45 am 5175 Views
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I’m for do lists, use them the time in my ‘nilla life, realised today I haven’t done one for my private life. Thought I’d make a list of things I’d like to try. Any suggestions on how these can be done safely, whilst minimising would be most appreciated! It’s not an exhaustive list and I will keep amending it as new things are added or something is crossed off.
These aren’t in any particular order:
Gangbang
Knotting
Submission to a woman
Medical
Joint submission with another female sub
An outdoor session, tied and beaten in the woods
Permanent nipple piercings
Prolonged predicament bondage
Electro-
Breast suspension
Hanging
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Update: gangbang achieved 10.10.20
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Last weekend
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Posted:May 20, 2019 11:02 pm
Last Updated:Oct 29, 2020 11:40 pm 5085 Views
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On Saturday I asked Master to allow to sleep with my glass butt plug in. He kindly allowed it. Before going to sleep he told to put it in and so I did. This led to a night of frustration as every time I turned in bed, the plug moved which made my cunt so wet.
After breakfast, we’d set aside time to . First master bound my tits really tight, then used the ends of the rope to form a crotch rope with two lines of rope between my cunt lips, one either side of my clit, every time I moved it rubbed my clit exquisitely with just the right amount of discomfort for prolonged wear.
He beat the top of my tits with a paddle then decided my nipples needed clamps, when he put them on, they hurt so much. With the skin stretched by the rope tie and the clamps, it felt as though my nipples might have burst. He told to take the chain in my mouth and then sat and watched my suffering. Around 10 minutes later he took great delight in reminding how much the clamps would hurt when they came off. He counted down slowly and smiled as I screamed out from the pain as he released the clamps. I practically fell backwards into our bed which gave Master the perfect target to beat the sensitive underside of my tits. When he’d finished I sat and he pushed several needles directly into my swollen tit flesh. Then after quite a while he removed the rope and we rested together.
After a while it seemed we were ready for more fun, ass based fun. Master has an enormous plug/dildo I just cannot take yet, even the first bulge of it feels so big I screamed in agony. After , we rested together, talking about how to hurt , discussing things I’d like to try (gangbang and knotting top of list along with submitting to a woman), this was mixed with nipple pain, Master has a way of pinching my nipples using his thumbnails, it feels as though he’s splitting my nipples in two.
When we’d rested, I went to get the ginger which Master carved and pushed into my anus. first it felt cool but then the burning sensation built . Before long it was intense, an odd sensation as it wasn’t entirely unpleasant but still felt so .
Final round of involved my enthusiastic request for a self-stab with needles. I managed two through my right tit, then Master told to do the nipple, first time I missed and went through the areola, the next one the target straight through the nipple. The hardest part was building the courage to push hard enough and then to get the needle through the other side although was mental. I wasn’t fully aware of it hurting as I spaced so quickly but I can confirm I hate the dragging sensation as the needles out.
Next step, make the appointment for nipple piercing, my only worry is Master won’t be able to hurt them during healing. Anyone have experience of this? When did it feel ok to again?
Thanks for reading
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Nails
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Posted:Mar 31, 2019 3:54 am
Last Updated:Jul 26, 2020 11:49 am 5229 Views
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Interesting experience a couple of weeks ago.
It’s been a long held dream of his to nail my tits to a wooden board, we had the discussion beforehand and decided that the butchers block would be ideal.
Nails and tits disinfected, we started. nails through each tit, either side of the nipple. I know that I screamed out as the first nail went through but I have no real recollection after that. I entered what must have been the most interesting to watch subspace I’ve ever had. I’m told that I screamed as each nail went in but that was coupled with hysterical laughter.
When my tits were firmly in place, he went to town on them with a crop and a cane. My tits were a bruised mess, just how I like them. Unfortunately the accompanying photos went against the alt photo rules and therefore couldn’t be uploaded.
Removing the nails was really intense, they dragged as they came back out of my flesh.
Would I repeat the experience? In a heartbeat!
Thanks for reading
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A Masochist’s Dream
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Posted:Feb 23, 2019 11:15 am
Last Updated:Apr 19, 2020 3:01 am 5423 Views
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Master took me for lunch this afternoon, the day had finally come for my VCH appointment with the piercer. We went to the studio and the piercer spoke through the process, the healing time and generally what to expect. I had to strip to the waist and lay back on the bed with my legs spread. He got to work marking the right spot, adding the numbing gel under my clit hood and then the additional numbing liquid, that was the worst bit, definitely an odd sensation as he had to blow gently on the liquid to set off the numbing reaction. I held my cunt lips open whilst Master watched and stroked my face telling me how good I was being. Before I knew it the piercing was done and Master was giving me a well done kiss.
The numbing cream started to wear off in the car and every bump sent a shockwave directly to my clit. As the title says, a masochist’s dream, the aching ouch added to the stimulation. I couldn’t help but play as he was driving, bringing myself to an amazing orgasm.
We found a quiet spot and stopped so that Master could show me our new cane. He had me take off my top and bra and gently caned my tits, it wasn’t much but was deliciously ouchy.
I can’t wait until we have more time to play properly, although I fear that with proper room to swing it, the cane will leave my body an absolute state!
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Exhibitionism and Multiple Anal Orgasms
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Posted:Feb 15, 2019 12:09 pm
Last Updated:Apr 19, 2020 3:01 am 5802 Views
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Several days ago Master told me that I was to strip on the way to his house. That I would be naked in the car on the 5 minute journey between the station and his house, that all I would be wearing was my collar.
On the train, at the stop before mine, I stood up and went to the toilets, I did as I had been told to do, I stripped completely and put my coat back on (it's around knee length and therefore not indecent), I placed my collar on and walked out of the toilet. Then came the tannoy announcement that I was in the wrong carriage, I would have to walk through the crowded train to be able to get off at the platform. I slowly walked through the train, I kept my eyes to the floor as I didn't want anything to catch against my coat thus pulling it open and exposing my nakedness plus keeping my head down making sure that fewer people might see the collar.
When the train pulled into the station, I jumped off the train and went to meet Master on the platform. When we got into the car, he told me to remove my coat and place the nipple clamps he'd carried in his pocket. I did as I'd been told, albeit reluctantly as I was convinced someone would see. My exhibitionist urges don't extend to unwilling bystanders, I'd rather expose myself to those who would want to see. As we journeyed, I was convinced that everyone passing us would be able to see but Master refused permission for me to cover up with my coat (he did at one point when we had to stop at a crossroads near a pub with smokers standing outside. I walked naked into the house.
When we got in, after a light spanking, Master decided to use the new vibrating butt plug we'd purchased in London on me. With lube, it slid in fairly easily but when the vibrations were turned the intensity was incredible. The first orgasm ripped through me within minutes, I had laid on my front and it caused my whole body to arch backwards. The vibrations continued relentlessly causing multiple orgasms to force their way from deep within. I don't know how many times I'd come when Master took the flogger and started hitting across my upper back, bum and thighs but within moments, the intensity of the orgasms had increased exponentially. He stopped with the flogger and just watched as wave after wave passed through me, it wasn't long before the pleasure became too much and started to hurt. I begged him to stop the vibration, he kindly removed the plug and let me recover.
All this within 45 minutes of getting off the train, with a whole weekend ahead of us it really makes me realise what a lucky sub I am.
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First live cam broadcast
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Posted:Jan 20, 2019 10:15 am
Last Updated:Apr 19, 2020 3:02 am 5879 Views
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I never thought I'd do it, but this afternoon I did first live cam broadcast.
It was really nerve-wracking to start. I apologise to anyone who made a comment, after the first couple I didn't read. Thought those viewing would much rather have some action to watch rather than watching me read messages.
So there was some tit abuse including clover clamps on nipples and a few spanks to each one. Cunt fucking first with a glass dildo then later with a bigger silicone one. There was licking cunt juices from the dildos (btw I do taste good) and finally there was anal, first with the smaller dildo, then with the bigger one. Felt so good, managed to come twice.
Very happy Sub E right now, even more so having received messages saying how hard the broadcast made some of you.
Thanks for watching, if you missed it, am looking to broadcast again next weekend!
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DP
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Posted:Dec 31, 2018 2:45 am
Last Updated:May 17, 2020 2:17 pm 6268 Views
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Another amazing first. So after the needles and a heck of a spanking, Master decided that it was time for me to try to expand my anal repertoire.
He ordered me to lube up my arse because it was going to be well used. I did as I was told and moaned with a mixture of pain and pleasure as he worked fingers in (I don't know why the initial penetration is always so ouchy). He told me that I was going to take the long purple dildo in my arse, it's very long (to me anyway, i'm 5'0" tall and therefore there isn't much space internally to take something to long).
It didn't take long before he'd pushed the long purple dildo deep into me arse. Next came the surprise, He told me that he was going to push the thick silicone dildo deep into my cunt. I've never taken that much before and it started to panic me somewhat. With his calm reassurance I nodded and felt the tip of the dildo part my cunt lips. The feel of it sliding into my cunt, pushing into the long dildo in my arse was intense. The most full I've ever felt. after a few moments to adjust to how full I felt, master started playing with the dildos, sliding them in and out only to force them back in hard.
The resulting orgasm came quickly and fortunately Master was very kind and allowed me to come pretty much straight away. However, he didn't stop with the fucking, the silicone dildo was kept in place whilst I was reamed by the purple one in my arse. I felt the deep waves of pleasure course through my veins as a second monumental orgasm built. I came incredibly hard. So hard that I was left near to a catatonic state, it was incredible. As Master held me, the aftershocks of the epic orgasm continued to shake through my body.
It left me wondering what that sort of feeling I'd get from real cocks with the same brutal pounding?!
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Needles
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Posted:Dec 30, 2018 11:54 am
Last Updated:Dec 26, 2019 7:23 am 5810 Views
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This weekend I faced a fear. Always been apprehensive about playing with needles. However I wanted to try it and my stubborn streak kicked in, was going to do it this weekend and that was that! Amazon didn’t sell hypodermics for same day delivery surprisingly. Therefore looked for a chemist I could buy some from. Found a Boots that was advertised as having a needle exchange. Went in and asked to buy needles OTC, she practically threw them at me (I don’t think I look like an addict in the slightest, too well nourished).
Once indoors, Master told me to strip and sit facing him. I got the antiseptic wipes (safe play is essential) and he started. Four in a line down each tit. When the first went in I held my breath, it hurt for a second as it broke the skin and then again when it was all the way in. Not horrendous but it took all my effort to stay still (I wasn’t restrained in any way). The rest went in a similar way. Then Master tried corset style lacing with a black ribbon. Unfortunately the needles were too close together and therefore it didn’t work properly. He removed the needles and we stopped for a while. I didn’t expect to like the look of the small drops of blood as much as I did.
After a while we tried again, this time the needles were more central down each tit and spread out more between the top and the nipple. They hurt more, particularly towards the top where the needles came closer to the breastbone. The ribbon worked beautifully (as shown in my photos).
As usual, after a little ouch and some recovery time I wanted more. I asked Master to put a needle through my nipple. After a while he agreed. It hurt lots but in the best possible way (result in my photos). Have to admit there is something so satisfying about watching the flesh pushed by the needle then slowly giving into breaking. My pain further released the sadist in him and he said he was going to try turning the needle 180 degrees, cried out so hard when he did, going the other way was worse but I took it smiling. Even stopped to kiss him when he’d let go. As the needle was removed, it aches more than the sharp pain of it going in, a sort of dragging sensation. It was almost thrilling to watch the dark ruby coloured drop of blood form on the base of my nipple.
All in all a thrilling experience and one I’d like to repeat!
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Newest addiction
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Posted:Dec 26, 2018 1:28 am
Last Updated:Dec 26, 2019 7:22 am 6007 Views
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Only a short post due to a lack of time thanks to festive frivolity.
OK, so whilst I never thought it possible, thanks to Master’s efforts I now know that I can orgasm from anal. First time it hit me unexpectedly, anal stimulation led to deep waves of pleasure spreading across my body. This intensified and spread to an intense, toe curling, mind blowing orgasm.
It’s left me with a bit of a problem, I’ve become rather keen on it, to the point that the last time I played (Master told me to play with my new vibrating butt plug) I came and then wanted more, it’s becoming a near insatiable wantonness.
wondering whether other types of orgasm are now ruined for me due to the lower level of intensity that they offer.
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Journey into depravity.
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Posted:Dec 22, 2018 4:22 am
Last Updated:Dec 26, 2019 7:22 am 6415 Views
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Well I’m currently on the way home from an amazing trip to London.
The initial plan was that Master and I would go to lunch and then do a little shopping, then we found out about a club night, we booked and checked into a hotel for the night. Apart from a delay in my arrival (train delays and getting lost) everything went to plan. After a few fun purchases (vibrating butt plug, new inflatable latex gag) Master spotted a gorgeous dress, PVC, shiny but soft, rather low cut and very short. He told me to try it on, walking out into the shop to show him was a nerve wracking experience but everyone said the dress was perfect so we got it.
We went to the hotel to prepare for the club. I teamed the new dress with a red pair of 6 inch heels, looked amazing! (Photos to follow). We left the hotel with me in the dress, heels and my coat (knickers would have been a waste of time).
When we arrived we had a couple of drinks and chatted to the other attendees. Just after midnight the doors opened for the basement (where the fun stuff could happen). Master ordered me to face the wall, hands above my head and proceeded to spank my arse, he turned me around to give my tits the same treatment. He breathed into my ear that I needed to turn around so my tits could rub against the rough, cold brickwork as he continued to work on my backside.
After going upstairs for another drink we started to chat to a lovely gent and Master asked whether he’d like to spank me, the answer was a solid yes. We went back downstairs and I received a rather delicious over the knee spanking, when that stopped I was instructed to ask for my tits to also receive a hard slap. Wanting to be good, I did as I was told.
We moved to another room and watched some couples playing, it was hot as hell! Master cuffed my hands behind my back and reached under my dress to rub my clit. Other people watching noticed my moaning and turned to watch. I was allowed to cum, although not before those watching were invited to play with my nipples (it was deliciously ouchy). Master didn’t move his fingers and continued to work me up, my hair was pulled to move my head and there was a cock in front of my face. After asking Master’s permission, I took the guy’s cock deep in my mouth. Glancing around, there were several men watching and openly touching themselves, such a turn on!
The guy I was blowing asked Master if he could fuck me, the answer was yes and so after digging out the condoms (safety first after all) I was bent over for a fuck. Positioned bent over the arm of a sofa wasn’t ideal and therefore the guy moved to fingering me and raining a deluge of hard spanks to my bare bum. I came over and over, close to a catatonic state with guys watching and wanking, all the way through Master was checking in with me and still the orgasms and spanking continued. After what felt like forever and yet no time at all, I was broken, had to safeword out (I heard the guy call me a tough bitch, brought a smile to my face). During this, I was barely aware of another man wanking onto me, I managed to swallow some of his load, the rest went on my face/hair.
It took a while before I had recovered enough to be able to return to the hotel. What an amazing night, was a dream to leave a club barely able to walk and covered in cum. As I’d done so well, Master let me sleep then treated me to a deliciously hard anal fuck when I woke up.
It was a genuine dream come true.
Thanks for reading!
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